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Kangana Ranaut has poured her heart out with her feelings for ex Hrithik Roshan

Kangana Ranaut might have referred to Hrithik Roshan as her ‘silly ex’ which eventually led to an ugly legal battle between the two. But that doesn’t mean her feelings for Hrithik were fake. While even the court has failed to prove an ‘impostor’ in this Hrithik-Kangana love story, as asserted by Hrithik. Kangana in her recent media interaction further went on to pour her heart out by assuring her side of the story. Trust me, the moment you’ll read this emotional piece by Kangana, you will have all sympathies for her.

So this revelation happened at an event in Delhi yesterday where Kangana was there to talk about the fit to fight journey. That’s when she decided to cite her own example of how she’s overcome a traumatic past by falling in love with someone who never respected her. Without naming Hrithik, she said, “Something in me, which has been the cause of all controversies, is urging me to say this. The voice inside me is saying don’t do this but it would be unfair to share such an important aspect of my life today. The world knows me as an achiever and the world gives more importance to my achievements but for me, the most important thing about my personality is that I see myself as a lover. If I am a fan of any aspect of myself then it is the ability to love and to be able to stay in love even though the other doesn’t really feel the same thing.”

With a heavy heart, Kangana then decided to put her struggles through this story format and went on to narrate, “There was this young girl in the mountains. Extremely brave, naive, impractical and stubborn. This girl, when she was walking she saw a picture of a man and she fell is love with him. And that picture led her to cross oceans, deserts, mountains and landscapes. She is standing under stars with the man and this man kisses her and he says I love you. The worlds meet and it becomes a trap between the real world and the world which was supposed to be future and to be reached, but one manages to reach there. What happens is that this man says that she is not a normal girl, she has a lot of fire in her belly. And she isn’t even a woman, she is a lion in a woman. So, the man gets scared of this woman and that’s when the whole love story becomes a tragedy.”

Moving on, she added, “But the thing is I cannot help if I have fire in my belly. To make myself worthy of an individual or my lover, I have crossed mental landscapes, human landscapes and all sort of distances covered. But what happens when these worlds meet and you are faced of extreme brutality? I am saying this because people have seen how I have put up a strong front to fight but nobody has seen what I feel as a woman, when I am subjected to that kind of brutality. The letters that I might have written, which were brutally exposed to the world. How did I feel as a human being because every letter that you’ve written to your lover holds a lot of vulnerability? You are exposing part of your soul or yourself, not to the world but to an individual. I felt extremely naked in front of the world. I cried for nights in my room. People make fun of me. But I never answered to that brutality in the same spirit. I think that makes me see myself as a winner.”

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